This morning I had a consultation with my surgeon. Because of much smaller size of the tumor, we were prepared for a lumpectomy and had been advised that this course of action would be perfect for us. Luke and I were content and at peace with that decision. However, I received new today that is changing our plan. The mammogram done a few weeks ago showed numerous calcium deposits. These have most likely been around a while and just hidden by the tumor. The deposits are cancerous but not invasive (confined in my ducts) - yet. They measure about 7 cm, so with the tumor and deposits, about half of my left breast is made of up cancer cells. My surgeon said that without a mastectomy, I'm a 'ticking time bomb' and no surgeon on the planet would agree to do only a lumpectomy. Soooooooo.. in approx 4 weeks, I'll be having a left breast mastectomy. I'm still in a lot of shock and very upset by this news. I think I'm in some denial as well at this point. We're shooting to have surgery on Oct 29 or 30 and I'm looking at about a 3 week recovery time. Reconstruction will be about 6 months after this inital surgery. Other than that, I know nothing yet about the reconstruction course we'll be taking. One step at a time. Someone will be calling me Thursday or Friday to schedule the mastectomy.
Also, I'll be talking with my oncologist tomorrow before chemo (only 2 more treatments to go - done Oct 15!!) about being tested for the breast cancer gene. If I test positive, I've been advised to have a right breast mastectomy as well, though we may or may not do that at the same time as the left side for various reasons. If I do not have it, we'll leave the right breast alone. I'll get more into that if I test positive and once I know more about it.
Please keep the thoughts and prayers coming through the remainder of this exhausting, stressful and emotional experience.

You are in my thoughts and prayers every step of the way! I wish you the best. God will take care of you though! You are beautiful no matter what happens to your body. Best wishes...
ReplyDeleteRebecca, I'm really sorry things are so tough right now. Give it to God and He will give you wisdom and help you bear it all. We love you and are praying for you.
ReplyDeleteRebecca- I am so sorry to hear that! I will continue praying for you. You have been so strong though all of this!
ReplyDeleteYou will continue to be in my prayers! You are being so strong and amazing!
ReplyDeleteRebecca, I am so sorry to hear this news. Please know that I am praying urgently! God will carry you through this! Thanks for your updates. We love you!
ReplyDeleteI'm praying for you girl.
ReplyDeleteOh Honey!!!! I am not at all happy with this news! I love you so very much!
ReplyDeleteKeep your spirits up. God is in this somewhere.